Yes,I'm the worst mom in the whole wide world for calling my own son stupid!For the first time in his life of existence, I suddenly called him stupid out of my own stupidity and the guilt for saying that ate me inside and out.I know our kids have the tendency to push us to the limit, to test us how far can we go, and I just can't take it anymore,specially that I have to deal with my own issue. For the past week,my heart was so heavy for something that I do not know, I just can't be the person I want to be and then last Sunday,he just did something that I feel like I ran out of any other words and call him stupid.
Yesterday morning, I told him how I feel and how sorry I was, that it was very wrong of me to call him that, that I didn't mean to, that there's no mom in their right mind that will call their own child stupid.I know he already forgive me but I don't think I can forgive myself for doing such. :'(
"Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these."-Jesus Christ (Mark 10:14)
2 Smart Comments:
Awww hugs for you sis. I may not exactly know how you feel because I don't have a kid but I know you think that saying the word is mean. God bless your weary heart.
sis, that doesn't make you lesser than what you think but i know that it does break our heart too when we do something to our children that might also break their little hearts...i just you'll feel better na.
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